January 4: Tuesday after Epiphany
1 John 4:7-10 / Mark 6:34-44
God is love; Whoever loves knows God.
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How do we handle faith questions or doubts when they arise? “I
sought my soul, but my soul I could not see. I sought my God, but my God eluded
me. I sought my brother, and I found all three.” Anonymous
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Here comes the great theme of the apostle John, almost like
an obsession, both in his letter and in the gospel: God is the origin of all
love. For he is love: a love that is giving, a love, as the gospel shows, that
is compassionate. Self-communication is the mark of love: within God, from God
to people and the world. He gives us his Son, who showed in his person that to
love is to give up oneself out of love. And on the part of people, love means
also to receive, to be willing to accept love as a pure gift, both from God and
from one another.
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Generally speaking, we have two types of reactions to a situation. Either we react to it emotionally, or we react to it rationally. When Jesus saw the large crowd, He took pity on them because they were like sheep without a shepherd, and He set Himself to teach them at some length. It was understandable that Jesus felt for the people, or if we wish to say, He acted from His emotions.
But it went to the extent that He ignored the rationality of
feeding the crowd of 5000 with five loaves and two fish. His disciples seemed
to be more rational, especially when it was going to cost them 200 days' wages,
since the average wage for a day was 1 denarii. But Jesus challenged His
disciples to gather what was available. And from what was available, out came a
miracle.
Essentially, today's gospel passage continues the Epiphany
message that God is our Helper and Provider. Yet like the disciples, we often
use too much of our rationality. But what the Lord is asking of us is our
availability.
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Prayer
Lord God, our Father, you took the initiative of loving us before
we could ever love you, for love is your name and you are a God of people. Help
us to recognize this love become flesh in Jesus your Son. Let him stir and
transform the very depths of our hearts, that we too may offer to you and to
people all the love of which you have made us capable through Jesus Christ our
Lord. Amen